Its Worth It..

Quite some time ago, i have a friend..
A girl..
At first, she was just a friend to me..
But as time goes by i realize that i have another kind of feeling about her..
I was stupid, pretending that me and her was just normal friend..
Not trying to confess about my feeling..at all..
Until one day, i began to think..
I cannot carry on like this..
So..
I told her about my feeling..

Sadly..
She refused..
I was broken..sad..disappointed..
And much more negative feelings i don't have to tell..
That is one part of it..

The other part..
I realized..
I cannot get everything in this life..
A better one is up ahead..

I also realized that..
It was never a bad choice to confess..
As i will know about her feelings about me..
And for me to realize..
Whether is it wort it for me to keep on waiting..

It was NEVER a bad choice...